I was really mulling over my thoughts today.
"What drove me to work online?"
What drove me to conclude that this was the path for me?
What took me from making 6k plus a month as a fitness trainer, and a single father, to deciding that I was going to make it on the internet?
What was the motivation to work online...it must have been dementia.
Absolutely.
Actually, I realized I was exhausted.
I hadn't had a good night's sleep that I could remember in the longest while.
I grew weary of the crack of dawn training sessions that, while enjoyable because of my clientele, drained me of what little energy I had to better myself.
I couldn't train in the sport that I loved and wanted to pursue because it was either time or money.
Never quite enough of either.
I slept in my car between sessions.
I had no choice but to spend more time at the gym than home due to my stretched out schedule.
People called me a gym rat and it stung, because I felt like a slave.
When I could get away and see my son, even for a little bit, even those moments were miserable. I loved my son and adored being around him, but he had already taken his first steps without me. He cried for his MOTHER when he was cranky. And he refused to sleep in my arms. It broke my heart.
I was done.
I decided to inform my clientele that I was done with Personal Training; that I had a month left and that was it.
Whatever happened was going to happen. But I was going to see my son grow up whether I made a fortune online, or worked at McDonald's.
Fear lost its hold on me.
Of course, everyone thought I was crazy, and I could see in their eyes how disbelieving they were when I told them what I was going to do, but that's people.
They did exactly as I figured they would.
Fortunately, I've always had belief in myself when nobody else would, so I kept on keeping on.
Since I was a young, chubby, adolescent, I realized that taking the bullies' remarks to heart never helps, it just makes you want more pie.
I did listen to the very few individuals that told me to keep going. To, "See what happens." One of those friends is an individual that started off selling hosting from his apartment, and turned it into a million dollar a year business. His black card was all the proof I needed that this was possible.
I definitely had less energy for that first month.
Yeah, it was hard.
And yes, I saw my son even less frequently.
After that first day and making a sale, I realized how real this was.
I got past the biggest obstacle of any real business online.
My way of thinking.
Making money was now a tangible thing. I had something I could spend.
It was real, and I knew I was doing what I was supposed to do.
Now, it's two years later, and I'm making a few years worth of salary and sleeping in as long as I want.
I still work as hard, but because I want to, and because my son loves playing with the, "puda", as he says.
So, in conclusion, what's my motivation for working online?
My motivation for working online is myself, and it should be the same for you.
It wasn't the outside forces that caused me to decide enough was enough.
None of that had changed. That situation was as stale and exhausting as it had always been.
What changed were my self beliefs.
I thought about how many people told me I couldn't, and decided to tell them otherwise.
I was the designer of my own destiny, and I'd win or lose on my terms.
Although, I proved the naysayers incorrect on their terms as well.
I recommend you pick up a book called "New Psycho-Cybernetics" You can get the book from Amazon.
It also comes in a CD set if you'd rather listen.
I've read every book out there, and this is the definitive manual for using the full potential of your mind. It's not really New-Age either, it's been around since the 60s ( I think it may be older), so I don't think it qualifies. I promise you that you'll thank me for this.
Even if you don't buy it, make sure to take from my example, and trust in your ability especially when no one else does.
You're the only thing you're sure of anyway.
Until next time, keep the pie off your face. - 15478
"What drove me to work online?"
What drove me to conclude that this was the path for me?
What took me from making 6k plus a month as a fitness trainer, and a single father, to deciding that I was going to make it on the internet?
What was the motivation to work online...it must have been dementia.
Absolutely.
Actually, I realized I was exhausted.
I hadn't had a good night's sleep that I could remember in the longest while.
I grew weary of the crack of dawn training sessions that, while enjoyable because of my clientele, drained me of what little energy I had to better myself.
I couldn't train in the sport that I loved and wanted to pursue because it was either time or money.
Never quite enough of either.
I slept in my car between sessions.
I had no choice but to spend more time at the gym than home due to my stretched out schedule.
People called me a gym rat and it stung, because I felt like a slave.
When I could get away and see my son, even for a little bit, even those moments were miserable. I loved my son and adored being around him, but he had already taken his first steps without me. He cried for his MOTHER when he was cranky. And he refused to sleep in my arms. It broke my heart.
I was done.
I decided to inform my clientele that I was done with Personal Training; that I had a month left and that was it.
Whatever happened was going to happen. But I was going to see my son grow up whether I made a fortune online, or worked at McDonald's.
Fear lost its hold on me.
Of course, everyone thought I was crazy, and I could see in their eyes how disbelieving they were when I told them what I was going to do, but that's people.
They did exactly as I figured they would.
Fortunately, I've always had belief in myself when nobody else would, so I kept on keeping on.
Since I was a young, chubby, adolescent, I realized that taking the bullies' remarks to heart never helps, it just makes you want more pie.
I did listen to the very few individuals that told me to keep going. To, "See what happens." One of those friends is an individual that started off selling hosting from his apartment, and turned it into a million dollar a year business. His black card was all the proof I needed that this was possible.
I definitely had less energy for that first month.
Yeah, it was hard.
And yes, I saw my son even less frequently.
After that first day and making a sale, I realized how real this was.
I got past the biggest obstacle of any real business online.
My way of thinking.
Making money was now a tangible thing. I had something I could spend.
It was real, and I knew I was doing what I was supposed to do.
Now, it's two years later, and I'm making a few years worth of salary and sleeping in as long as I want.
I still work as hard, but because I want to, and because my son loves playing with the, "puda", as he says.
So, in conclusion, what's my motivation for working online?
My motivation for working online is myself, and it should be the same for you.
It wasn't the outside forces that caused me to decide enough was enough.
None of that had changed. That situation was as stale and exhausting as it had always been.
What changed were my self beliefs.
I thought about how many people told me I couldn't, and decided to tell them otherwise.
I was the designer of my own destiny, and I'd win or lose on my terms.
Although, I proved the naysayers incorrect on their terms as well.
I recommend you pick up a book called "New Psycho-Cybernetics" You can get the book from Amazon.
It also comes in a CD set if you'd rather listen.
I've read every book out there, and this is the definitive manual for using the full potential of your mind. It's not really New-Age either, it's been around since the 60s ( I think it may be older), so I don't think it qualifies. I promise you that you'll thank me for this.
Even if you don't buy it, make sure to take from my example, and trust in your ability especially when no one else does.
You're the only thing you're sure of anyway.
Until next time, keep the pie off your face. - 15478
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